I have been running. Chasing away my life. Wanting to become successful somehow to the standards of this world. But its too late I realized that I am just drowning in the ocean of postmodernity.
Everyday I am living a lie, wearing so much pretension to survive from the world that is full of the superficial.
When I was in my teenage years, I cannot take the hearts of those famous and popular people who kill themselves. Yes it is a crazy act, you would think. For me it is a cliche, a glitch in the history of creating literature. For me, killing my own self should mean a lot of things -- many things. It should be symbolical – metaphorical. It should be out of something eternal that was broken. Somehow something that resembles the memory of love lost, of dreams, of falling in love with trivialities and nightmares. But now I understand them, quite, or something that resembles them, emptiness, death, drowning, superficial – beyond the common truth.
All because you know that you live in postmodernity.
Everyday I am living a lie, wearing so much pretension to survive from the world that is full of the superficial.
When I was in my teenage years, I cannot take the hearts of those famous and popular people who kill themselves. Yes it is a crazy act, you would think. For me it is a cliche, a glitch in the history of creating literature. For me, killing my own self should mean a lot of things -- many things. It should be symbolical – metaphorical. It should be out of something eternal that was broken. Somehow something that resembles the memory of love lost, of dreams, of falling in love with trivialities and nightmares. But now I understand them, quite, or something that resembles them, emptiness, death, drowning, superficial – beyond the common truth.
All because you know that you live in postmodernity.
sometimes living in this generation is a challenge. either you have to adapt, cope up or you lose out of track. Florence Harvey
ReplyDeleteSuicide is just wrong..if you're unlucky to beat your mind.
ReplyDeleteI never considered killing myself because of my problems. Life's short, so might as well enjoy it.
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